and i try, and other times i fail.
just the way an astronaut tries to remain sitting in his seat,
while in space.
he can't.

fuck.
because all i want to do is just sit there.
in my command seat.
like any other astronaut.
but i just keep floating.
and he and i... we're similar.
in the fact that his white suit is just as white as mine.
but his gold pins have a little more shine.
and my eyes dance around the dashboard of our space ship.
floating.
fucking floating.
i told it to sit.
and sit damn still in my head.
but it won't.
whatever.