February 24, 2010

Anger Management Activity.

so, we were given these 9 questions and were asked to answer them.
the activity was followed with some "trust building" bullshit, but i liked this one.
looks like rehab has it's pro's.



1. Right now i am feeling- as if you have no idea how much i need you. i cant walk a step without wishing you were walking next to me.

2. i feel this way because- i've grown strong while holding the hands of chemicals, since yours left. But now their gone too, and i feel weaker than ever.

3. i wish i could tell- you face to face how sorry i am. how beautiful our family is, even though you're not a part of it.

4. because then i would- prove to you i'm still the daughter you left almost 9 years ago.

5. i miss- stumbling on the wet rocks of Maine while you stuffed your nose in a good read.

6. i want to tell- you i love you.

7. that would make me feel- more lonely though, because your answer is not voiced.

8. then i might- look for something else, cliché or not, a sign. to know you love me too.

9. being able to do that would- seem selfish to some, but i just need it. i need to know you love me, because then i would be able to live again.