Wonder

I wonder if one day I will have a house
With a front door and rooms to sleep in
With a fence I could jump over
With a back yard to fill the gaps

I wonder if one day I will be a mother
With a child who looks up to every light
And sees the whole universe instead of glowing glass
With a little boy or girl who likes to ask me questions
And thinks of home when they smell the sea

I wonder if one day I will be sick
And brought to those who know me more than I do
I wonder if I will be lying there with my baby safe at home
And if my wedding dress will be still be in the closet
Inside the house we built for us and our little one
I wonder if I will be kissed every night
And held
All because someone loves me that much