December 6, 2010

Without Your Hands

How can we possibly come to terms with disappearance of coffee cup? 
We built the cabinets in which they lived 
How can we fully understand the lawn which grows 
And grows
And grows
Without your tender palms to tell the flowers to grow as tall as they can 
Will they begin to flourish in the spring ?

With the bed unmade
And the dishes in the sink 
I've been standing here 
Idle in this house we shared 

How could we possibly come to terms with the molding of the wooden picture frames placed on the bed side table
How they are so often glanced at
Cried over 
How they melt in the winter and re grow in the spring 
Like the flowers who need your hands 
Like the coffee mugs who miss the greeting of your lips 
Like the dishes that stay in the sink 
Because I refuse to touch anything you left behind 

How will I come to terms with the reality I live?
It's distant inconvenience has intruded my vision 
Welcomed itself into the closet we shared 

Ripped apart your clothes and tore every dress of its hanger
Smeared its smile on the mirror I can't look in

What will the flowers do without your hands?