Pushing

I push
Push into the water
Falling deep underneath
I'm sorry I'm not sorry
'Cause you hurt me
You're just kissing me

Kissing a Kiss -
Me, don't stop kissing me
Until I push you -
To the brink
You're on the brink
I'm sorry I pushed you to the brink

You kissed me until
Until you left me
Leave me, leave me
Please don't leave me
Just keep kissing me
Kiss me

Push me
I push too much
I'm pushing you
I'm sorry
I will be here
Move on, move on baby

I wont move on
I'll try
Try not to push you
Pushing me
I will try to move on
I wont move on

I'll keep trying
I will be here
Sitting on the moon
Legs will dangle off the speckled orb
Legs dangle off your bed
Off your bed

Pushing off the bed
Against the wall
Don't stop kissing me
Pushing each other beyond the sheets
Sheets of white

I'm pushing
Even with this petty attempt to spill the anxiety onto a page
I am pushing even with the good night kiss
Kissing, kiss me
Don't stop kissing me
I push and push

I'll be here
When you're with them- I won't push
When you're with me- I won't push
No pushing
Just idle
I'll be here

On the moon with my legs dangling off